AWAITING!! Watching & Praying

1 Co. 12:4-10  Now there are diversities of Gifts,  but the same Spirit.  And there are differences of Administrations,  but the same Lord.  And there are diversities of Operations,  but it is the same God which works all in all.  But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal. ( meaning if the Gifts are allowed to function properly,  which they definitely will if the Holy Spirit has His Way,  all will profit!)  For unto one is given by the Spirit the Word of Wisdom;  to another the Word of Knowledge by the same Spirit;  To another Faith by the same Spirit;  to another the Gifts of Healing by the same Spirit;  To another the working of Miracles;  to another Prophecy;  to another discerning of spirits (whether the spirit is of God, human, or evil) ;  to another divers kinds of tongues;  to another the interpretation of tongues:

This is what every true Church should consist of.  This is what makes going to Church so AWESOME.  It is God's House,  the Healing Station,  the place where believers gather to worship and receive great and mighty blessings from the Holy Spirit. 

The Holy Ghost gives these gifts to whomsoever He Wills!  I thank The Lord there are individuals that God has placed in the Church,  who have yielded themselves with their whole heart,  that whatever Gift He has given them,  will be manifested into the life of the "hungry seeker."  The heart that is crying after God for a touch from Him,  for that  "real"  manifestation to take place in your life,  that there will be no doubt to what has just happened!

God has placed great Faith in my heart.  I know nothing is impossible with Him.  He has given that to me.  Personally,  I believe for things that appear impossible for man,  but I know not with God!   I seek and ask for things that appear impossible and unattainable.  Again, I know whom I serve,  The Great I AM!  

The Gift of Healing is a tremendous Gift that is needed among the Body of Christ today.  So many sick people,  so many diseases,  so many heart problems.  Last night I heard some interesting stories about healing,  and Scriputres references to healing.  I indeed believe with all my heart that a person can be healed immediately,  no matter what is wrong with them.  If the Holy Spirit has given a man or woman the true Gift of Healing to go pray for an individual,  then that person will receive a healing.  And it will be complete and miraculous.  Someone told me that some people just don't want to be healed.  I wonder sometimes if that is true or the individual just doesn't care enough anymore to receive a healing?   Maybe they once wanted to but they know longer have the vision to see tomorrow's road clear enough.    That is so sad.  For those people,  I believe they need a Word of Knowledge given unto them,  by someone with that Gift.  Perhaps God will open their eyes so they will then be able to clearly see what an Awesome future He has in store for them to carry out His Plan on this earth.  Maybe at that point, the person,  who use to didn't care anymore, will now truly receive their healing that God intended all along!  The Good Lord does not want to see His Children cast down, tired and don't feel good all the time.   I love Psalms 3:3 But You, O Lord, are a shield for me: my glory, and the lifter up of my head.  We use to sing that in our Choir, Thou O Lord.  That song is like medicine,  very, very Powerful!

Since Monday morning my heart has been acting up,  palpitating if you will.  It is a very uncomortable feeling,  one I don't like at all.  I want and desire GREATLY for God to take this from me.  I want to be healed completely,  I have Faith to receive it.  God placed an Evangelist in my life that has given me something wonderful and exciting to look forward to.  He is the only one that has ever made it seem possible,  like yes, you can really do this.  He told me I would be welcome on any of their future mission trips.  Wow!  You see,  for some time now,  I have envisioned myself going overseas,  maybe like Jakarta Indonesia.  I've seen myself working with children,  ministering to them.  Now this man,  this Evangelist has given me real hope.  One day,  in God's time,  He will use me over there doing something.  Until then,  I continue to pray and believe for my healing,  and I pray for any Gift the Holy Spirit desires to give unto me, that would benefit someone,  that He will receive all the Praise and Glory.  Amen.